[Advice Needed] I’m Pregnant For My Cousin Again, After 2 Abortions. Please Help!

Hello,
my name is anonymous, I’m a polytechnic student and I am pregnant for
my cousin for the third time. My cousin and I are age mates in our early
twenties, we’ve been secretly dating for 2 years now.
I don’t have a boyfriend neither does he have a girlfriend, we started
having s*x 2 years ago and this is my third pregnancy for him,
we’ve previously aborted 2 pregnancies that almost took my life. It all
started when I gained admission in his school, I was told to live with
him for some period before I would get my own accommodation because
he was a year ahead of me and he was living alone in one room on campus.
I accepted to live with him because we are cousins and I see nothing
bad in it. To cut the story short we started having s*x due to the fact
that I’m always careless with my body. I broke up with my boyfriend and
he also did
the same thing to his girlfriend, we fell in love with each
other, we were behaving like couples to the extent
that neighbours were
suspecting, we had s*x almost every time cos I decided to live with him
as a couple on campus before my mother separated us because she wasn’t
comfortable with the way we were living together.